Sick :(

Holllaaa!!!

I'm finally has fallen sick!

Not that I'm celebrating it, I mean, nope, not really happy of being sick...

My voice became harsh and weird,

Sighs...

But I can still sing like no bodies' business,

Hahahaha~

Oh...

I think I did freaking bad in my recent exam,

Well, not gonna talk much about it.

If I passed...

Yeap,

I will become a vegetarian for a month.

Serious.

So,

I think I shall share something with ya'll out there that stalks my blog.

You see,

This has happened not long,

3 years I think?

I really miss the lively KAT-TUN gathering, when Anki, Usagi, and WanWan were there.

Anki has excused herself from KAT-TUN group since I know she loves Kinki Kids, Yamapi and NEWS more than KAT-TUN,

But yeah, she still likes KAT-TUN somewhere in her heart.

:)

Usagi was a die-hard AKAME fan.

Yes, it's 'past tense'.

I know I shouldn't talk this on my blog, public blog somemore,

But Usagi, if you're reading this blog,

I wish you could understand why I'm posting this now.

I don't hate you, Usagi.

But,

Oh, that's a lie.

The stuffs you did, seriously cannot be forgiven, even though I am just a minor victim.

What I heard are all bits and bits from people that know you, rumors and assumptions.

Firstly, when we first met, I thought you were a nice fangirl.

Innocent? Maybe.

Everytime I saw you buy soooo many books from Kinokuniya and took home,

I thought you were rich, using your father/pocket money.

I didn't know that you were lending credit cards from your Aunt and Tea (one of KAT-TUN fans).

Speaking of Tea,

She was or maybe still cares for you, Usagi.

She was the first one to had met and befriended you. 

But you used her like she was an unlimited ATM machine.

Perhaps, yes, Tea was silly to trust you in the first place.

When you and Anki announced that both of you are going to Japan for further studies,

I was really, well, missing you and Anki.

I wished you all the best.

But turns out, you being the worst.

You cheated your friends' and net pals' money. 

You betrayed your own friendship with everyone else.

You mixed with those party-goers are fine, but you becoming a pretender and liar is what made you worst of the worst.

You, yourself were once a KAT-TUN fan,

You also should know that how important and happy would it be if you could attend their concert in Japan,

When I heard that there were 2 Arashi's fans case in Japan that had encounter the same thing.
I heard that you have cheated their money and trust,

I couldn't believe that you told them that you helped them bought the Arashi concert tickets but you actually didn't...

You didn't even call and come clean with them, that you DID NOT help them buy the tickets.

Instead, you leaded and letting them flew into Japan, getting every thing readied, visa, money, hotel rooms and all,

In the end, when they have reached the outside of Tokyo Dome, waiting for you to give them the concert tickets...

You DID NOT show up.

You DID NOT answer the calls.

You coldly IGNORED them.

They were crying and mad and couldn't help but keep listening at the echo of the ongoing concert outside the Tokyo Dome.

Do you even know or do you even has a heart?

You, borrowed money from Mei K**,

What I heard it was around 50,000yen, perhaps it wasn't such a big amount to you,

But it was for her, she was going to use the money to pay for her tuition fees but she lent it to you because she trusted you and thought you were in emergency for money.

She helped you without second thought at all.

But how did you repay her?
You spent those money in those unecessary things and used up the money to enter every pubs/clubs that Akanishi or other celebrities go to.

You said you finally saw how Akanishi really is, and you came to hate him.

You sold off every fan stuffs/mags/books related to Akanishi Jin and auctioned it off.

Just like that *a finger snap*

You even used those money on clothes and things to keep up with Kame.

If you have the money, your own money, I can understand,

Obviously, you didn't use your own money and that just made you a con woman.

 You have forum friends or friends in China, Taiwan, Singapore and other countries,

You swallowed their money.

You lied to everyone that you would help them to buy stuffs for them (e.g. concert goods and CDs or DVDs)

But of course, as usual, you didn't.

I can count myself as the lucky one, because I only lost around RM200 to you.

Cheated and conned by you.

You must know that I'm not mad at you because of the amount RM200.

I'm angry at you because you are inhuman to our friends, to other fans.

You played us.

 We felt dumb.

You should be grateful that you have a father who's willing to help and clear you out of these mess.
As you know one of us was going to report you to the Japan Police and to have you expelled from your University in Japan.

I really can't believe you tried and studied so hard to go Japan, and became like this.

Not that you didn't done anything before you went to Japan,

But we didn't know that you would have fallen so deep into it...
Again, you should be thankful that your father settled everything.

But my RM200 is still missing in action.

I don't really care if you couldn't pay me back or otherwise.
I just want you to wake up and realize your mistakes.

We heard that you are back to Malaysia.
Maybe you are now residing in Johor, your hometown, and hiding.

I feel so sick of you.

And I am really sick by the way... 

I hope you can become a better human and yeah come clean.

With love,

Yuki