Blank.

Actually,

I know I shouldn't say that I'm blank or I don't know what's my problem is.

But that's the truth.

I hate people asking me,

'Tell me, what's the problem you've now?'

Like d'uh!?

Not again?!

It's better you ask the Senior than asking me.

Can I say,

"The problem I have now is that I don't like answering the meaningless question of yours."?

or

"My problem is YOU!'

And Lady Boss,

I still hate the question you asked me before,

"Why did you choose this travel agency and this travel line and are you really interested on working in this travel agency?"

Duh!!!

If only the travel agencies nearby my area want to hire me,

I won't be working in a travel agency at Cheras.

You think I love travelling from Kepong-Cheras-Kepong that much?

Then if I say I chose this travel line because I studied this line, won't you think this answer is lame?

Then, let me ask you back.

Why am I not interest to work in this travel agency?

This travel agency is in Cheras and I was the one who found it in the first place,

Even went for the interview and got hired by YOU and your husband and been working for a month.

If I ain't interested, I would have refused to go for the interview long ago or even quited/gone by now.

Damn.

I like the office I'm working in and the people around me is nice.

Excluding the hard times when you all were like girls having PMS or just stressed out.

I don't hate my colleagues,

I just dislike some of the ways they do their stuffs.

Nonetheless, it's their ways of doing jobs and I won't interfere in it.

Perhaps I should feel glad because the Boss do prefer hiring Chinese more,

But I still detest the fact that they only prepare the Chinese version flyers for Matta Fair Package we did few weeks ago....

One Malaysia...

My ass.

I understand what's this job is,

And I fucking know what is it I'm doing and I know I'm being careless most of the time.

If you'd gladly let me charge/mark up the price by myself,

I wouldn't be so confused and to always ask you questions.

Okay, I'm confused on the way you do the bookings,

Well that I guess that's your usual way of doing the booking and I still need, needed time to follow your way, or at least understand it.

Why don't you now assign us the tasks and tell me what's I'm in charge of?

'We're a team.'

Oh Hell, don't give me that sentence again.

I know we're a team all alright.

But we cannot do one thing together all the time,

As you said on Saturday's meeting,

''If we're to assist and reply one agent together, this specific agent will get confused,''

But hey,

This agent was also at fault too,

Sending the same fucking requests to us three, one of them is you,

And we replied different things to the agent.

Of course the agent was confused.

And to some Vietnamese agents,

Please, even if your English is not that good, but please do type things that I can understand.

I'm not applying that my English is that great too,

But oh-well,

At least you all know what I'm typing/saying right?

I'm sorry that I'm being so freaking slow and blur and careless.

I'm soooo sorry that I'm not a fast leaner.

Fire me if you want.

I'm just being myself and I will not change my principles just because of the tiny sum of monthly salary,

And speaking of money...

I haven't get my March salary yet!

Where the hell is my cheque?!