Less Talking.

Eh...

I think recently,

I don't have mood in talking,

But what's weird is,

I still like to go out yamcha,

Though I don't talk much,

Unless the topics are related to XXX or something else that will get me interested,

Plus,

Each time,

When my friend and I try to set up a yamcha session,

Surely the people we call will be unavailable or have problems occur which makes them FFK or decline...

No,

I don't blame them at all,

You see,

I can count the friends I have with my one hand,

Doesn't matter which side of my hands, both also got 5 fingers,

It won't grow more than that,

Blaming myself is better,

Who tells me to be so damn free now,

And why I don't have thousands of friends?

One of my college friends told me to make new friends,

Duh',

Forget about making new friends,

I want to remain close to some friends also hard,

Then MZ said that maybe I spent too much time on my notebook,

And caused me a...a closed person,

Yea, I can agree to that,

Too much blogging is also bad for me,

Well,

What will happen if I tell my friends what I wrote in my blog, straight to their face?

They'll think I'm crazy,

I mean, they already know I'm crazy but not that crazy, yet.

Additional to that,

I don't want to repeat the things I had said,

Not that I have so many friends to repeat the topic to anyway,

It's just that,

I'm too cool,

Ha.Ha.

I can laugh to death right now.

'Cause I just stated that I'm too cool.

Woo-Hoo-

No.

Can't put all the blame to my coolness,

When I went out to my high school, 5 Ceria Gathering Night,

I was okay,

Not very talkative,

Just successfully went into the flow.

They praised me, you know,

Ha.Ha.

They said I've become a lady...

Ha.Ha.

Yeah right,

I wasn't a lady back then in high school...

Sighs.

It's not just friends that I couldn't talk much to,

Even relatives also hard.

Despite that I spent so much childhood time with them,

They are like strangers to me now.

My mother dislikes me being like that,

I mean, you know,

Can't have a normal conversation with them.

Be it mother's or father's side,

Same old thing will happen.

I will just sit around the corner and if I have a book/novel in my bag,

I will take it out and read.

Shut myself off from them.

If I have my handphone with me,

I will just read the ebook in my handphone.

Whenever they ask something from me, only then I'll answer.

Talk only when necessary.

Oh.

I heard this sentence from Veron today.

I don't really hate my relatives,

Er,

I do sometimes hate them but no worries about it,

It's just that I don't feel like talking to them,

Can't get into their conversations.

I'm just a listener.

Okay,

I will find you when I have troubles or when I really need/want to talk to somebody,

I do talk a lot with my sister,

And maybe my mother too.

Not to be mentioned,

My blog too.

Hehe.

Blog FTW.

Indeed.

And it's also because of you, my blog,

Because I always seek for your attention and advises,

That's why now some people knew my secrets~~~

Harrumph.

Nah.

I don't despise you, my lovely blog,

It's always you the one who will listen to all my whining and rubbish talks,

Lastly,

I want to thank you, my blog,

And,

You,

Who reads my blog,

May you find your happiness.

God bless you.

Sheesh,

Why do I always mentioned of God these days?

Never mind.

Good night.