The Yuki Who Is Unchangeable, Unless...

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Oh ya!!!

I totally almost forgotten that tomorrow..err..I mean later in the morning of 9AM,

I promised MZ and PS to go for Squash!

OOOOOHHHH!!

I was just about to say 'BORING' and thinking what to do tomorrow..errr...morning later...

Story of my life, shall we?

Since the day I left and live in a underdevelopment town, Kepong, 14 years ago,

I moved to Taman Daya, Kepong, when I aged only 5,

My mother, my dear okaa, has a weak body and still but much better, she's like a tigress but caring in the same time,

My father, my hero, my otou, skillful in mechanical stuffs and a loyal person but slow and dumb sometimes, *laughs*

My elder brother, my oldest sibling, my enemy, my onii, used to be a good volleyball player and tall and well-built, better in education than I am, a kind person but not when he's pissed,

My older sister, my second-oldest sibling, my best friend, my onee, she's not a very socializeable or friendly person but she knows what's wrong or right, quiet person but has a warming heart,

Me, the youngest and stupiest, taller than my both parents and older sister, often an indecisive, clumsy, nervous-like, big-mouthed, friendliless, cruel and cold-blooded person, but have a big loving heart for animals and plants, plus having a soft inner-side,

I am not so supprise that I wanted to be a very protective person,

I want to stay me, always me, who will not be influenced easily,

Yes, I admitted I did got influenced sometimes ago due to my weaknesses,

I treat people badly and coldly most of the time because I don't know how to be good,

I mean,

Of course, I know how to, but it is just an annoyance plus a waste of time,

"Want people to treat you nicely, first you have to treat them nicely first"

It seems impossible to me though,

Loneliness is a part of me,

No matter how fun the event is,

I still feel the bitterness of lone,

Yet, it is not the worst, it gives me happiness sometimes too,

In primary school, it was my happiest time,

In secondary school, it was my dullest time,

In college, it was and is my pre-maturing time,

My childhood is simple,

Relavites are great in quantities but not qualities,

Even a brat like me last time knew that,

I started to hate Chinese celebrities because many of my relatives, may they be young or old,

liked the Chinese celebrities and worshipped them like gods,

I started to hate Mashimaro because many of the youngsters loved and called it 'cute',

I started to hate teachers because they were always biased in everyting and ditched the not-so-popular students,

I started to hate life because I have nothing to hold on in my life, while others have,

I started to hate mankinds because I can only catch their not-so-good sides and sadly also because I am one of them,

I only love those people who treated me normal,

I don't need them to give any luxuries gifts,

I just want them to open up, laugh, talk and spend happy or unhappy time with me,

One of the examples is my Third Aunt,

She was the poorest,

Poor not in finances but lucks,

Of my little knowing,

She is the third eldest one,

She married young and the youngest one to get married amongst her siblings,

She lost her husband, her husband passed away because of a sickness,

She gave birth to a child and the child grew up as a fine looking man,

Who is now has married and moved to Brunei,

She re-married to a simple man who has two children, a wicked daughter and a kind son, named Kenneth, who used to be very close to me,

His wife died early because of a sickness too,

I couldn't remember my Third Aunt name,

Neither her first and second husband's,

Since from young, I always called her as Third Aunt in cantonese,

She worked in Singapore before, and then migrated to New Zealand 2 years ago,

I missed her so much,

She was the only Aunt that I respect and love much,

She is my mother's younger sister,

Unfortunately,

Years passed and I grown up to be very weird and quiet person, *laughs*

So that makes me the Yuki who is unchangeable, unless I continue to age,

*laughs madly*

Okay~

I have uploaded some of the photos in Myojo February 2009, a Japanese magazine,

Mostly cover all of the J.E.s' artists, and other artists or actors/actresses that co-operated with J.E.s' artists before..

I uploaded KAT-TUN only of course...

Spread my loves to KAT-TUN.

Their unique characteristics caused trembles to my heart,

Their cuteness had stolen my heart greedily,

Their heart warming smiles frozen my entire body,

Their voices hummed sweetly and my heart will always support them,

Thus no matter what happens, my heart will always be yours,

And here are my beloves~

Good night, my dears,

Wishing you will have wonderful dreams every night,

I will take my leave now.