You know.
When time goes by,
You will get to know someone better.
I think I'm slowly getting to know him or just know his schedules in the back of my mind,
Like, it's pretty normal for him not to contact or text me,
Or that it's pretty normal for him to disappear somewhere / MIA for few days or weeks,
But this is normal right?
Lol.
"A guy won't bother if he's not interested"
I'm perhaps being dragged on.
Holding onto something that's out from my reach.
I mean really,
I do imagine about what-ifs and what-nots,
I don't believe anyone that is so simple-minded to be so extra contradicting.
Now I do.
When he does what he does,
It confuses me.
It leads me to hope for more.
Which in turn,
It haunts me with fears.
Fear of that little world that I built will collapse anytime soon.
I'm sensitive and crazy after all.
Promises.
Empty promises.
Efforts.
And idleness.
It makes me wonder why,
Why am I still chasing after it.
What do I even see in a human that I barely know.
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