Hi everyone!
How's life?
It's been super long since I last blog.
I am busy with my work and practically lazy to blog as if I got the time, I would just go out drink coffee, shopping, watch movie or sleep.
I have bought my very own car.
(Not really, the 10% down payment paid by my dad and I'm paying the installments)
(Not really, the 10% down payment paid by my dad and I'm paying the installments)
Yay!
But nay.
Now I am tied to my car loan, I cannot do anything stupid or spend like I used to.
Being tied to something for years, is seriously a harsh commitment.
Perhaps, it works the same way as relationship, which I have none at the moment.
I don't cosplay much this year, in fact not even once.
Because of money and time and interest.
I still want to cosplay and die for it but money wise, I can't.
Each day after my job ends, I feel like going coffee and just spend the day or night sleeping.
Tired like heck.
Mentally exhausted.
No more energy left for me to think of what character I want to cosplay of.
Or even chasing the animes.
Well yeah,
I've got time for clubbing / night outing / party / yumcha.
But not for cosplay, because yeah you need to do the props, costumes and etc, if you can.
But for old people like me, I prefer to give money to settle the things.
I know I shouldn't but I sucks in that seriously...
My creativity or designing skill is like dog's poop.
Good thing is,
I can wear whatever attire I like to work.
Sandals, shorts, t-shirt etc etc is okay.
Money is okay.
Career advancement still remains a mystery.
Distance from home is ok.
Environment is good too.
The jobscope sucks because it's like you get paid from getting scold by clients.
What do you expect lol.
Anyhow, I am not doing a major complain here.
That's life.
Sometimes it's awesome.
Sometimes it just sucks.
You spend most of your life working to earn money and to spend them all again later.
Like going in a circle.
Grow up, get a job, get married (if possible), give birth (if possible), grow old and die.
I am an extreme pessimist.
I know that very well.
Afterall, that's what we get from our past, if you believe in karma.
Well, I do.
I don't cosplay much this year, in fact not even once.
Because of money and time and interest.
I still want to cosplay and die for it but money wise, I can't.
Each day after my job ends, I feel like going coffee and just spend the day or night sleeping.
Tired like heck.
Mentally exhausted.
No more energy left for me to think of what character I want to cosplay of.
Or even chasing the animes.
Well yeah,
I've got time for clubbing / night outing / party / yumcha.
But not for cosplay, because yeah you need to do the props, costumes and etc, if you can.
But for old people like me, I prefer to give money to settle the things.
I know I shouldn't but I sucks in that seriously...
My creativity or designing skill is like dog's poop.
Good thing is,
I can wear whatever attire I like to work.
Sandals, shorts, t-shirt etc etc is okay.
Money is okay.
Career advancement still remains a mystery.
Distance from home is ok.
Environment is good too.
The jobscope sucks because it's like you get paid from getting scold by clients.
What do you expect lol.
Anyhow, I am not doing a major complain here.
That's life.
Sometimes it's awesome.
Sometimes it just sucks.
You spend most of your life working to earn money and to spend them all again later.
Like going in a circle.
Grow up, get a job, get married (if possible), give birth (if possible), grow old and die.
I am an extreme pessimist.
I know that very well.
Afterall, that's what we get from our past, if you believe in karma.
Well, I do.
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