Dear Blog,
I think my life is getting bad to worse,
But I'm not sad for that,
Though yes, I'm not okay with it too,
Life is like the roller-coaster,
But it won't overturn like the 0-shape or U-turn,
You cannot escape from it when you've already buckled and placed your butt on the seat,
Then the ride starts,
It rushes forward then goes up and down and up and down again whenever and however it likes,
The numeric numbers above (0, 10, 20 & 21) are as my age.
There's no emergency break or pull or level or whatever it it to stop the ride,
Well, there's one.
Sinful one.
The 'suicide button'.
It immediately stops your freaking life but you'll be cursed to live your after-life and be tortured in hell forever.
Perhaps this 'roller-coaster' life is like a show to me,
Like watching a never-ending movie,
seeing how panic she is when she is being forced to make major decisions,
running away from the problems but eventually she has to solve it herself,
pitying herself and avoiding herself from the people just because she doesn't know how to face them,
babbling and talking things that only she can understands which scares and annoys people at the same time,
always telling lies and sorries whenever she likes,
she is also fugly, fat, clumsy and brainless,
regretting things that she had done in the past and blaming herself for being such a fool.
She doesn't has one personality and she acts accordingly to her mood,
Truly, what a fool and weirdo she is,
The goods in her, are that,
she is very protective towards her family, friends, pet and issues/topics like homosexuals, mangas, animes, movies, Japanese related stuffs and so on.
She has a soft heart but a cruel face, which is so funny.
She is a sympathetic person, which so often making her easily get cheated.
She is polite but only to the person she thinks he/she deserves to have it.
She is also humble but that doesn't mean that she doesn't like to be praised.
She is willing to do anything if she can, to help some people, but not everyone of her knowing is willing to do the same stuffs to her.
She is generous if she has money but not everyone take it seriously because she is mostly broke every time.
A wise person, someone tittled her as, but honestly, she herself doesn't think so, because she always danger herself.
And so the movie hangs and to be continued next time.
And I'm laughing non-stop here.
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You know,
Really, nowadays' movies aren't that 'WOW' anymore.
Not much win-win movies,
Even those thriller movies are like laughing stock movies to me,
I love watching movies, doesn't matter what genres, as long as it is NOT 'Malaysianese' (Malaysian Chinese) /Chinese/Taiwanese/Hong Kongese movies.
Except that the movie is really really really good with great reviews and based on the real story or something like that.
I love Japanese movies, but,
the 'Kaiji' movie was really a good laugh to me,
The manga was crazy but the movie was more than just insane,
The whole period of the movie begun its show,
I was holding my laughters, then snickering all the way,
Even when every characters started to falling to their death one-by-one.
These stories/movies that were supposed to be terrifying or have torturing scenes could made me laughed like hell.
I still remember there's one Japanese movie '14',
A story of a Japanese girl in her fourteen years old.
My mind can't recall the story much, but it was hilarious when a male teacher was slapping himself
while he was lecturing a male student.
That poor student cried seeing that insane teacher slapping himself,
and the student kept apologizing.
I couldn't stop laughing.
That's why I love the Japanese.
They are genius.
Only them, can come out such interesting story where other people can't imagine of.
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I'd like to dedicate this song to the people I love,
to the people with a broken heart,
to the people whom are in love,
to the people whom are married,
and to the people whom has lost their loved ones,
Boyzone
Everyday I Love You
I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
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